31 days of reflection {day 3} a great connection

October 3, 2014Karen Courcy

c638515b8ff1bb6524ac2a0e47150873*This post is intended for Friday, had trouble posting it yesterday*

It has been a while, a long while since I have felt a connection the way I felt connected today in session.

This year has been a long long road; one that held its many challenges and obstacle.

Today in session I began to feel all those old familiar feelings of me coming back, like I am emerging out of the hard year that I have had.

I have to admit, it was a good feeling sitting next to my therapist and reflecting on what the hard year represented and where I am now going forward on this amazing path, and in that I was met with so much acceptance and I felt heard.

I have written a lot about how hard the past 2 years has been for me. I have spoken a lot about how this has effected me and what burdens this has put upon me.. its nice to sit and write about how connected and grounded I feel compared to where I was just a couple of months ago.

This past week alone I have opened up more in therapy than I have in the past year. It was a great connection this week and I truly feel God was present.

I believe God is working truly hard inside of me; to help me move through what the past couple of years has done to me. I truly believe that with all my heart and being. I know it, because I can feel the difference inside of me. Its one of those things that i just know because I can feel it.

I believe God is like the wind, you can’t see him, but you can feel him, and he is really creating a connection all around me.

What changed? I think what changed the most for me is, I stopped pushing away and started accepting. I began to trust the love, support and connection all around me, and that led me to hear and see a lot of things I normally would push away.

I look forward to seeing more and more of where this connection to self will lead. It’s hard work, and sometimes painful work, but I can see that its making a difference in the way I am able to be in acceptance to the people around me. It’s different and good. It’s familiar and yet new at the same time.

Here is my reflection on the amazing day I had today, an amazing session that held so much promise and hope going forward on the path to healing.


  • Hopeannfaith

    October 4, 2014 at 12:39 PM

    Awesome! I’m so glad that you’ve begun to feel and accept what God is doing in you. Praise Him.
    Philippians 1:6
    being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
    Psalm 138:8
    The Lord will perfect that which concerns me;
    Your mercy, O Lord, endures forever;
    Do not forsake the works of Your hands.
    Blessings my friend!

    1. KarenBeth

      October 5, 2014 at 10:39 AM

      Awwww thank you friend …. this comment made my heart smile 🙂 I LOVE The verses you reminded me of 🙂 thank you

  • Aliyah

    October 5, 2014 at 3:28 PM

    I was so blessed to read your post today. You have been so brave by sharing your journeu on this blog and I bless you to know how very special you are and I bless you to fully embrace today who you really are. You are returning to the you, God created you to be and what a beautiful thing to behold. May you be so super blessed as you continue on your journey! Much lv Aliyah

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